this book was made to mark 31 days of august
 each shifu page is a place holder, a day keeper
 some are paintings, or in this case a "dyeing".
a list within a list, keeping time
then i was contemplating, along with some others, dots.
thank you everyone for the antidotes.
i am ok, struggling is a good thing, in my book, 
but that doesn't mean i like it.