nerves and nose

lord peter whimsey was once described as nerves and nose
i wonder...
isn't that rather apt?
leaving the known
for the unknown
meeting expectations 
my own, for sure, but real nonetheless
and feeling, falling short.
confusion and chaos
will sort themselves out.
i will be fine and happy and doing what i want to
two weeks to make my work
and a couple days to give something back to 
say thanks
and maybe see a niece or a friend
or both.
onward (at 3:30 a.m.)